now,i have my own hectic life as a student ESPCECIALLY. i am NEW FYDA now. not the old fyda u kenal dlu. i am trying to improve myself, i am not as gud as u know b4. i have many sins to god.
ya ALLAH,please accept me as your servants
i couldnt figure out myself
i feel i am so far away from u the creator !
please forgive me
I WANT MYSELF BACK
someday,i feel like all things happened bcoz of my mistakes. so yeah! MY SINS! i know its hard to change.but i have to. i am struggling for my final exam . i wanna make my family proud of having me in this world. or else i will make them sad eventhough they said, 'its ok,u did your best'..
but i cant hear that kind of courageous, SOUNDS SAD TO ME. deep in my heart, 'i am so lucky '
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but the luckiness make me so high-expected person for myself n family
dont worry mom,dad,granny,aunt,grandpa. I PROMISE MYSELF TO GET THE BEST RESULTS IN MY FINAL EXAM THIS END OF OCTOBER,I WISH I COULD HEAR 'TERROR LA', i am not asking them to praise me.but i want they feel what i feel n being appreciated by both side,tht's all my present for them instead of making them proud.
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