i am complicated to tell him

it is must <3

there r somthng i wanna tell him
but rase mcm bengang nk ckp
to me, let me know the secret by myself
x nk kongsi2,


u ad tnye i , jeles x kalau tgk u dgn girl lain
tipu la kalau kate x jeles
BUT,LISTEN HERE
 jgn la  dsbbkan jwpn i bole distract u
i juz gve my answer je


i x halang u pon from cuople dgn sape2
SERIOUSLY i x halang pon
its your choice maa


i have no right to stop u from doing anythng u want
i am anyone to u ;(
i am not tht perfect as u imagne VISUALLY
but behave yourself k


  

HIM

TOGETHER WE CAN

DONT WORRY, I WILL BE OK IN AUS LATER. AFTER 20 DAYS FROM THE DATE, U R THE ONE I WILL TXT N MSG

AUSTRALIA JSLC

i will go here without u
and i dont know wht will happen
but i wish that u can stand of it


i go there not for shopping, not for enjoy
but for the course to secure my future


i will be there from 14 dis until 24 dis
20 DAYS :(


dont u worry
i am a BIG girl
i know how to take care of myself
what i want u to do is PRAY
tht wud be enuf to me

i realised that i am not perfect

i am not suitable for u

i am not suit for u

that is y i keep talking bout it

n i wud like to thnk u

coz i know i am not perfect to be your partner

tht is y i asked u to find someone else

but u r stubborn ;'(

plis,i am begging u

there is no guy wants a gurl like me

i know my weaknesses

i am scared i can't give u the best

i am scared i can't be the best

for u

but,don't get out of shape

i can cool myself down

not your fault

at least, i know i am not suit for ANYONE including YOU

one sentence i wanna say,

I MENGALAH (,,)

    

the purple kebaya

i feel great wearing this kebaya

at last my body can fit into this kebaye

but only certain size only maa

hurm,, this is my first time wearing this kebaya in front of him

at first,i felt very ashamed!

but he said it was fine

so relieved,

actually,i wore this juz based on the theme taht was required

whatever it is, FANTASTIC :)

confession :) (Y)

my uncle: don't fall in love ok

me: i will *can or not?*

my uncle: everyone has the feeling of love.but try to control it

me:no, i won't.my journey is too long to think bout it

p/s: sabaaaa k

heart of instinct 2

PART 2

hari yg dinntikan da pon smpai

mcm biase m/c kne dtg awal for last rehearsal

since aku balik rumah tiram,so kne g balik larkin saing ucu keje kol 7

sampai2 hotel seri malaysia,aku ddk kt reception smntara waiting for amira

kol 8 smthng mira smpai,ucu ajak breakface kt kafe hotel

after that g skola teknik,tgk2 blom ramai yg smpai

igtkn kiteorg lmbt sbb cgu sbok kol je an

dtg2 sane je skrip kne tukar

haih!

nasib baik amira aisya ad, die ddk dpn laptop edit skrip,aku g cari org sane sini,da mmg mcm kt skola la kan,org2 skola teknik mane nth, x d preparation langsong

da la pakai kebaye,die igt senang ke aku nk berlari2 pakai kbye, wak lu!

tga2 sbok, EC DA DTG!

hepi gile siak

tp mase tu aku ddk kt dpn siapkan keje yg diberi.x kan nk tgglkan mira sorg2 an

pastu cgu suwo g blakang tnye nicole sal power point tu

peluang ni! dpt tgk apis, botak pon ad,frst time jmpe botak, aku tgk dorg pakai wane oren,

mase tu x pikir ape2 lg

aku da bz lak kt blakang,apis main jeling2 lak

kwn2 die lg r tgk aku semacam je, "pelik ke?"

but, he look smart to me!

die kuar,aku trpndg die,die pggl suwo simpankan wallet n hp

ape lg! tgk la wallet die ad pe, ad pic aku lg,

igtkan da tuka pic lain,heheheh

bgge sey! lawa jgk pic aku #pasan#

tp aku rase cam knp aku tercari cari die je

aku bkn cm die, die jujo dgn hati

aku tak!

forget it,lets proceed

hbs je rehearsal mmg pnt,smpot pon ad

da la pakai wedges,kbye lg, lari sane sini cr org

aku pakai wedges pon sbb nk balance kan tggi mira dgn aku,kalau x bile diri kt mike ,nnt mike tu kne adjust je.

then,g solat,amek smyg sume

tp susa la nk solat kt situ sbb ad lelaki la, kalau sigs, bukak je,

ni kne tutup bagai! yg bestnye ad sorg lelaki tu die bole masok kt tmpt wuduk pmpuan

trkjot kiteorg, dgn x pakai tdg lg, lg2 si mira!

hahaha,,,

after that, dr surau nk ke dewan, mmg DEKAT sgt

dr jauh nmpk bju oren , cr jgk mne imam

mase tu la baru perasan ,"peh,bju aku same dgn die sey"

ahh,latak la,nnt2 je pkr,tga rush mase tu,

ttbe cgu ckp, "awk x mekap2 ke?",, peh, mekap! aku sempat pakai lips gloss je

after dr kelas,tros g dewan tgk sume da get ready blom,mira x d lg mase tu

ttbe org yg power point tu x smpai lg, nyirap aku!

tp alhamdulillah, sume settle

mase event tga brlgsg,cr jgk mane die,

try call n die ckp die dlm dewan, ohh! da nmpk!

mase tu, sore tgh x d, try cover la jgk,nsb baik mira boleh coverkan part aku

kwn2 die suke sakat aku, pggl peah la,apis la,jawe la, aku pon pndg r, ttbe je nk pndg

then dowg ktawe ! ish! hlg fokus aku

best part was mase FINALE tu,nyanyi lagu 1malaysia

da la dpn tu mike, cgu ckp off dlu mike tu

yg cik zul bukk la mike tu

aku dgn mira ape lg, melalak la dpn mike tu! x thu la dgr ke x suare kiteorg

best part amek gmba tgether2 lo,

bju da same ! amek la peluang an,

mmbe2 aku da pndg semacam jek an

tp, ade aku kesah??? hahaha! pastu packing2 nk balik

smua cgu ckp cngrates kt aku n mira, THNX A LOT

nmpknye x sia2 jgk aku g teknik ni

first dpt jmpe

second baju same wane

 

thnks MOHAMMAD HAFIZ ABD.RAHMAN

#why i feel that way#

heart of instinct

SEKOLAH TEKNIK JOHOR BAHRU

-part 1-

semalam best sgt sbb dpt jumpe hafiz!

mmg ALLAH TU MAHA ADIL KANN

mmg tuhan suwo aku jmpe die kot

at first,nab ajak aku g sane pgg bunga paha ganti die

sbb nab ad family day kat desaru

mule2 tnye apis, die ad involve ke x,

n die involve main kompang,

mule2 mcm hepi, tp malu r pgg bunga paha

aku rase die pon cm "alaaaa,,knp die x g",,

sory ye syg, i nvs nk jmpe u lo

sbb aku igt nk rest

penat la, since form 4 ni sabtu ahad pon mcm g skola

bak kate apis ," u mmg balik skola waktu ofis ea?"

berdekak pon ad, bunyi perli pon ad

layankan aje la cik abg sowg ni

ttbe, mase hr jumaat 30/9/2011, mase rehat aku nk g jmpe cgu

keluar je kelas,tgk mira dgn cgu sakinah kat luar kelas

"monink teacher",i said

then mira,"teacher,peah can!"

i was like what is that mannnn!!!

rupe rupenye kne jd mc mase event tu

KARNIVAL KEBITATRAAN KEBUDAYAAN SEKOLAH KLUSTER KECERMLANGAN 2011

#sempot nk sebot#

mase hr jumaat tu jgk la kne g rehearsal

peh! penat beb, baru je lpas interview jslc hr khamis kt jpn

pastu ad event lg

mmg best r

dah la x bwk bju sukan,

igtkan nk pnjam nab punye baju kat hostel,

tp maklum je la aku ni rendang x berbuah, nab tu slim mlim

lpas je kol 12.15, mmg x ley balik r sbb nk g rehearsal

smpt jgk msg apis tnye die g kol bp

die ckp dtg lps solat jumaat kot

aku dgn mira mkn la dlu kt kntin

at frst cgu sakinah nk anta, then mama mira nk anta kiteorg,on je la

so,singgah kota raye sbb adk mira nk solat jumaat kt kota raye, so tggu la,igtkan nk solat skali, tp penoh gile

abs je solat, mama ajak mkn piza,aku mmg da penoh perot,kenyang!

tgk jam da pkol 2.0. LAMBAT!!!

tros otw g teknik for rehearsal

igtkn apis da ad,rupenye blm smpai ag

aku dgn mira masok DEWAN SRI GEMILANG nk amek skrip

yg x best nye suare mase tu tga serak n sore throat la :(((

tp demi die,aku dtg je ,

ttbe kat luar nmpk bju2 hijau,mmg sah EC!

wuhu,, rase lega beb, x thu la knp

first skali cr MOHAMMAD HAFIZ la ,ape lg ann

pastu apis txt ckp die nmpk aku kt dpan

tp aku x pasan die sbb tga bz mase tu

abs rehearsal kol 5 smthng r, tp die da nk balik dlu :(((

RAYE,RAYE,RAYE,RAYE!

this year, i am so elated bcoz we were gathering with our big family of asmuri bin kosnan my parents n siblings went back to johore

we spent our time together this eid made me more matured in facing problems one day before raye, we had our last breaking of fast togethr i was the one who recorded the video of us a memorable points of heart

MY MOM is the greatest-brutal person! we were like friends. everythng i laugh, she laughs hahahah,, thumbs up! then, tht nite, my papa n grndpa were incharged the cooking session my papa has cooked rendang,curry, and many more la with the help of grndpa while me,opi (sista), nanny did the ketupats all stuff la we slept at 2 a.m, so tired but happening!

his name is LEO

last three months, i went snorkelling in pulau tggi for national level, i met him there ^_^ he is from sarawak,but stay in malacca he is nice boy n i like the way he speaks chinese i love that at first, we were like not very close coz havent know each othr until the the nite of second day in pulau tinggi, AMAZING! WE WERE DANCING THE WHOLE NITE coz it was culture nite, luckily before we went off,he asked for my number so relieved ;) n we were texting , texting until now, i feel cmfortable being his fren THANX LEO! ADORE<3,,hihih u r rawk dude eventhough we always keep arguing in pukau tinggi, i know u r kidding, i got u :)) n i am elated when i know our birthday in same month leo:9 june peah:3 june awesome, (Y) even though i <3 u, we r different religous, so i cant, but we can be closest fren rite, i never thought u will say that, make me blushing!speechless dude we wish of having prom, CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE?-hsm- u r romantic,but u dont wanna show it to them , soon, our turn also u r inviting me for candle lite dinnerso sweet ,LOL