i am complicated to tell him

it is must <3

there r somthng i wanna tell him
but rase mcm bengang nk ckp
to me, let me know the secret by myself
x nk kongsi2,


u ad tnye i , jeles x kalau tgk u dgn girl lain
tipu la kalau kate x jeles
BUT,LISTEN HERE
 jgn la  dsbbkan jwpn i bole distract u
i juz gve my answer je


i x halang u pon from cuople dgn sape2
SERIOUSLY i x halang pon
its your choice maa


i have no right to stop u from doing anythng u want
i am anyone to u ;(
i am not tht perfect as u imagne VISUALLY
but behave yourself k


  

HIM

TOGETHER WE CAN

DONT WORRY, I WILL BE OK IN AUS LATER. AFTER 20 DAYS FROM THE DATE, U R THE ONE I WILL TXT N MSG

AUSTRALIA JSLC

i will go here without u
and i dont know wht will happen
but i wish that u can stand of it


i go there not for shopping, not for enjoy
but for the course to secure my future


i will be there from 14 dis until 24 dis
20 DAYS :(


dont u worry
i am a BIG girl
i know how to take care of myself
what i want u to do is PRAY
tht wud be enuf to me

i realised that i am not perfect

i am not suitable for u

i am not suit for u

that is y i keep talking bout it

n i wud like to thnk u

coz i know i am not perfect to be your partner

tht is y i asked u to find someone else

but u r stubborn ;'(

plis,i am begging u

there is no guy wants a gurl like me

i know my weaknesses

i am scared i can't give u the best

i am scared i can't be the best

for u

but,don't get out of shape

i can cool myself down

not your fault

at least, i know i am not suit for ANYONE including YOU

one sentence i wanna say,

I MENGALAH (,,)

    

the purple kebaya

i feel great wearing this kebaya

at last my body can fit into this kebaye

but only certain size only maa

hurm,, this is my first time wearing this kebaya in front of him

at first,i felt very ashamed!

but he said it was fine

so relieved,

actually,i wore this juz based on the theme taht was required

whatever it is, FANTASTIC :)

confession :) (Y)

my uncle: don't fall in love ok

me: i will *can or not?*

my uncle: everyone has the feeling of love.but try to control it

me:no, i won't.my journey is too long to think bout it

p/s: sabaaaa k

heart of instinct 2

PART 2

hari yg dinntikan da pon smpai

mcm biase m/c kne dtg awal for last rehearsal

since aku balik rumah tiram,so kne g balik larkin saing ucu keje kol 7

sampai2 hotel seri malaysia,aku ddk kt reception smntara waiting for amira

kol 8 smthng mira smpai,ucu ajak breakface kt kafe hotel

after that g skola teknik,tgk2 blom ramai yg smpai

igtkn kiteorg lmbt sbb cgu sbok kol je an

dtg2 sane je skrip kne tukar

haih!

nasib baik amira aisya ad, die ddk dpn laptop edit skrip,aku g cari org sane sini,da mmg mcm kt skola la kan,org2 skola teknik mane nth, x d preparation langsong

da la pakai kebaye,die igt senang ke aku nk berlari2 pakai kbye, wak lu!

tga2 sbok, EC DA DTG!

hepi gile siak

tp mase tu aku ddk kt dpn siapkan keje yg diberi.x kan nk tgglkan mira sorg2 an

pastu cgu suwo g blakang tnye nicole sal power point tu

peluang ni! dpt tgk apis, botak pon ad,frst time jmpe botak, aku tgk dorg pakai wane oren,

mase tu x pikir ape2 lg

aku da bz lak kt blakang,apis main jeling2 lak

kwn2 die lg r tgk aku semacam je, "pelik ke?"

but, he look smart to me!

die kuar,aku trpndg die,die pggl suwo simpankan wallet n hp

ape lg! tgk la wallet die ad pe, ad pic aku lg,

igtkan da tuka pic lain,heheheh

bgge sey! lawa jgk pic aku #pasan#

tp aku rase cam knp aku tercari cari die je

aku bkn cm die, die jujo dgn hati

aku tak!

forget it,lets proceed

hbs je rehearsal mmg pnt,smpot pon ad

da la pakai wedges,kbye lg, lari sane sini cr org

aku pakai wedges pon sbb nk balance kan tggi mira dgn aku,kalau x bile diri kt mike ,nnt mike tu kne adjust je.

then,g solat,amek smyg sume

tp susa la nk solat kt situ sbb ad lelaki la, kalau sigs, bukak je,

ni kne tutup bagai! yg bestnye ad sorg lelaki tu die bole masok kt tmpt wuduk pmpuan

trkjot kiteorg, dgn x pakai tdg lg, lg2 si mira!

hahaha,,,

after that, dr surau nk ke dewan, mmg DEKAT sgt

dr jauh nmpk bju oren , cr jgk mne imam

mase tu la baru perasan ,"peh,bju aku same dgn die sey"

ahh,latak la,nnt2 je pkr,tga rush mase tu,

ttbe cgu ckp, "awk x mekap2 ke?",, peh, mekap! aku sempat pakai lips gloss je

after dr kelas,tros g dewan tgk sume da get ready blom,mira x d lg mase tu

ttbe org yg power point tu x smpai lg, nyirap aku!

tp alhamdulillah, sume settle

mase event tga brlgsg,cr jgk mane die,

try call n die ckp die dlm dewan, ohh! da nmpk!

mase tu, sore tgh x d, try cover la jgk,nsb baik mira boleh coverkan part aku

kwn2 die suke sakat aku, pggl peah la,apis la,jawe la, aku pon pndg r, ttbe je nk pndg

then dowg ktawe ! ish! hlg fokus aku

best part was mase FINALE tu,nyanyi lagu 1malaysia

da la dpn tu mike, cgu ckp off dlu mike tu

yg cik zul bukk la mike tu

aku dgn mira ape lg, melalak la dpn mike tu! x thu la dgr ke x suare kiteorg

best part amek gmba tgether2 lo,

bju da same ! amek la peluang an,

mmbe2 aku da pndg semacam jek an

tp, ade aku kesah??? hahaha! pastu packing2 nk balik

smua cgu ckp cngrates kt aku n mira, THNX A LOT

nmpknye x sia2 jgk aku g teknik ni

first dpt jmpe

second baju same wane

 

thnks MOHAMMAD HAFIZ ABD.RAHMAN

#why i feel that way#